Gotta love this meme. It perfectly personifies the feeling of utter despair and loneliness, yet... still makes you giggle a wee bit as well. Look at it. Derp. The eyes. Lol

Anyway

My dear, sweet mother. I love her to death. But sometimes she does things which really irk me to no end. So apparently, she found some rich malay doctor and decided that she would set me up on a date with this complete stranger, who my mother herself, has only gotten to know at some religious function.

If there is a God...
Why, God, WHY.

I'm not saying i'm perfectly happy at this stage of my life, given that i've had 2 relationships end horribly, a broken engagement, complete betrayals of trust, disrespect towards me and my family, etc. But so far i've been single for almost half a year and i still have no interest whatsoever to go into another relationship. Much less... going out with someone my mother has chosen for me. Of course it sucks, seeing other people, especially friends, who are attached and in their own dream world of utter blissfulness. But after going through a lot of things which have really discouraged me from being with anyone else, i don't think i'll ever be ready to do it all again, at least not for the next couple of years.

There's a lot of pressure on girls to marry young - especially within the malay community. You gotta be married at least by the age of thirty or you'll get so much flak from relatives, especially the older ones who'll nag at you non-stop. I'm not even at my mid-20s yet and there's so much pressure, even more so from my family since both of my sisters got married at 25 and are now living on their own.

Men? They can get away with getting married at an older age. My brother is almost 40 and he's only now having his first child. He's married to someone who's a decade younger. How is that fair?? He gets no criticism, no nagging, nothing. I on the other hand, get nagged at for dating outside my race, get nagged at for putting my trust in the wrong people, get nagged at for not knowing how to choose better men.. etc, etc.

Sometimes i just want to date a young boy, exactly a decade younger, just out of spite. But it's illegal. So that plan's scrapped.

Just kidding. But really, what's wrong with women who get married after the age of 30? Or even those who don't get married at all? Marriage isn't for everyone, just as to how having kids isn't necessarily for everyone either. I used to think that i really was ready for marriage back then, and was even willing to agree to have children even though i have a massive fear of getting pregnant, but looking back at it now, it was just utter foolishness born out of that deluded state some people get in while being in a relationship, it's the feeling that you think is deep, strong love, but it's really not. It's just a sick need to please others, putting their feelings ahead of yours.

I already have so many regrets at my age. Seeing some of my younger friends, or even friends around my age, who are still pure when it comes to relationships, does make me a little envious, makes me wish that i had waited till i was a little older before getting attached. (I misspelled that as 'attacked' at first.. wtf) But then, seeing some other friends who've had more negativity in their life than i ever had to deal with, some who have gone through physical abuse or even divorce, makes me feel a little better, not as in me gaining happiness off their misery, but just through the fact that at least i'm still somewhat ok, because things could be a lot worse. I was verbally abused, but never physically abused, at least not in a really violent manner. The stupid cliche'd saying about how physical scars heal but emotional scars run deep, is actually true. It took me a while to get over the deep depression i was in, but that's why we all need friends, good friends, who will be by your side and help you move forward instead of going backwards, going back to the sick relationship which you should leave for good. My horribly bad memory actually is a plus when it comes to relationships - in school, that just means i'm screwed - i forget things easily and quickly. Some things are hard to forget though and it still upsets me from time to time but these memories are usually of the verbal abuse i endured. I put that away and think of something else. Works all the time.

Imho, everyone, men included, should just wait before plunging straight into a relationship, giving your all to someone who may or may not give the same back to you. It's better to wait until you're ready, and even then, you may still make a few mistakes and that's okay. Learn from it and move on. It's better to wait and be sure of everything and perhaps be committed to someone else at, say 33 years old, instead of being in a relationship with someone for a short while, thinking you're madly in love then getting married at the spur of the moment, which was what i almost did. Things happen in life, be it positive or negative, and these experiences shape you as a person. Changes the way you think and act. And you'll learn to become a better person as well as to find better things and better people to have in your life.

Wow. That's a whole load of psychobabble and shit advice



I can never be serious anymore.
Thus ends another ridiculous post. Now it's time for me to play Call of Duty:Black Ops.
At 1am. Yay!

RAZU THAPA MAGAR
That thieving asshole.
http://crispycookie.blogspot.com/2012/01/you-sir-are-one-stupid-thieving.html

Best believe that i'm telling the truth when i said that i really did report him for stealing my artwork - i was especially infuriated when he used my drawing of Julian as a profile picture, MY JULEZY, how dare he.
I sent the report and within a couple of hours, i received this:

Hi Sajiko,

Thank you for bringing this matter to our attention. We have removed or disabled access to the third-party or user-generated content you have reported to us for violating our Statement of Rights & Responsibilities. 

If you have additional infringements to report, please submit a new claim using our form at:

https://www.facebook.com/help/contact_us.php?id=208282075858952

If you have any further questions, please visit the Intellectual Property section of our Help Center at the following address:

http://www.facebook.com/help/?page=439

Thanks for contacting Facebook,

Piazza
User Operations
Facebook

LOL @ the friends who commented on his album (which has now been completely removed, thank goodness), thinking he drew everything... this jerk only has one skill: thievery.
I never dissed this guy's broken english, or the fact that he's from Nepal, it's the whole stealing thing+not apologizing that pisses me off. I did message him beforehand to remove them - in a polite manner too, i didn't say 'Hey asshole, take down the album or else!' - but he didn't. So, thanks to my godson's help, i submitted the report... and ta-da! Facebook people took everything down.

^Such a creeper.
Whilst millions of other girls are spazzing over One Direction (who are they, again?) and Justin Bieber.. i'm going kuhrayzee over this man



Jules' Twitter update!



Amidst the hundreds of replies he received on Twitter... maybe...
HE SAW MINE??



AAHHH ZOMG I CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT
I'm like a spazzing fangirl now. （￣ー￣）

It irks me when i can't post things like these



without me being the only one who gets it.

It should be mi cuarto rather than mi casa... anyway

I first read The Hunger Games back in 2009, a few months after its release after i read a review of it online.
My favourite character right off the bat: Peeta Mellark.
The actor playing him in the upcoming film adaptation of THG?
Josh Hutcherson



No idea who this kid is. The only movie i've seen him in is his most recent release, Journey 2: The Mysterious Island. His acting was just... average.
How good he will be portaying Peeta in THG, i dunno. But it's such a disappointment. I always envisioned someone else as Peeta. Trying to imagine this Hutcherson kid with Peeta's blond hair... nah. Can't do it.

So apparently, they wanna come down hard on ANYONE who has EVER downloaded ANYTHING illegally



So, can we expect more cases like these?

Richard O'Dwyer is a UK student who the US Justice Department has been seeking to extradite from the UK since May 2011 in relation to alleged copyright infringement on his website TVShack.net. The Southern District Court in New York has charged O'Dwyer with conspiracy to commit copyright infringement and criminal infringement of copyright. Each charge carries a maximum sentence of five years. Richard O'Dwyer lawyers opposed extradition and argued that any criminal prosecution should be brought in the UK, as TVShack was not hosted on American servers. On 13 January 2012, a UK District Judge ruled that O'Dwyer can be extradited to US to face copyright infringement allegations.^[1][2] O'Dwyer has the right to appeal, if the order is upheld by the Secretary of State.^[2]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_O'Dwyer

Capitol v. Thomas (previously named Virgin v. Thomas) was the first file-sharing copyright infringement lawsuit in the United States brought by major record labels to be tried before a jury. The defendant, Jammie Thomas-Rasset, was foundliable in a 2007 trial for infringing 24 songs and ordered to pay $222,000 in statutory damages.^[1] The court later granted her motion for a new trial because of an error in its jury instructions. In a second trial in 2009, a jury again found against Thomas-Rasset, this time awarding $1,920,000 in statutory damages,^[2] a sum that was later reduced to $54,000.^[3] The record labels refused to accept the reduced award, so a third trial solely to determine damages was held in November 2010, resulting in a jury award of $1.5 million against Thomas-Rasset.^[4] In July 2011, the court again reduced the $1.5 million jury award to $54,000, or $2,250 per song.^[5] The record labels have indicated that they plan to appeal this decision.^[6]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Capitol_v._Thomas


Are they serious? ARE THEY FRICKIN SERIOUS ABOUT THIS?
Without a doubt, MILLIONS of people have illegally downloaded stuff online. So they have IP addresses and activity logs stored. So they know who's been downloading shit off Megaupload. Personally, i don't like Megaupload because of their stupid 72 minute limit rule, but this still affects me because now i can't watch stuff off another site i used to frequent due to all this crap going down. Yeah, i'm one of those assholes who only speak up when something's affecting them directly. So what, screw it. I feel strongly against this.

So what now? Are they seriously threatening to go after EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS DOWNLOADED FROM MEGAUPLOAD? First off, like i said, hullo jackasses! There are MILLIONS of em around the world. How in the blue hell would they have the resources to go track down every single person and arrest them for copyright infringement?

Another thing. I'm pretty sure there was a ton of porn uploaded on the site daily. And a ton of horny men who've downloaded it. So... eh, US gahmen, wan go hunt down all the horny men issit? You come in their house and say what? 'Sir you are under arrest!' Kick down the door and the dude you wanna throw in jail is furiously masturbating to, i dunno, lesbian porn. How are you gonna cuff the guy? His hands are probably all sticky and disgusting.




I'm straying a wee bit off-topic here. Well not really. That could happen. Cus seriously, it's no secret that a lot of people watch porn. The majority being male. And within this group, you gots a bunch of average joes, overexcited tween bois, pedophiles, etc. And guess what. Some of these men are bound to be policemen, lawyers, even judges... How now, brown cow? You gonna come down hard on the people who are supposed to actively enforce the law? As if all these people have never downloaded anything online. Forget about the porn. Mp3s? Game torrents? TV shows? All of it counts now, doesn't it?

It's only fair. They can't just single out a few people. Mkay, you wanna enforce the goddamn law, then GO AFTER EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS EVER DOWNLOADED ANYTHING ILLEGALLY. Let's see how that turns out.

River of Brakelights. My favourite song from Julian's solo album, Phrazes for the Young.

I'm at your feet, where critters meet
Who should be asleep and not crossing roads or highways
In the afterlife of super cities, rapidly devouring its outskirts
Its neon octopus arms redecorating late at night


Snippet from an old article:
'He's not the best frontman in rock (a bit too shy for his own good and lacking of any true rock power), but with Phrazes of the Young (and an audience full of sugar-charged fans), Casablancas has proven that he's got more to offer the world than just a pretty face.'

Well. You could have at least gotten the album name right, dumbass.

Wow...this is just...wow


http://blog.asiantown.net/-/10702/Chinese_girl_turns_herself_into_13_different_girls_after_makeup

Reminds me of the ulzzang girl



I have nothing against girls using make up to either conceal flaws or drastically change their looks because i myself use a lot of it especially to hide my panda eyes; and by panda eyes i don't mean cute panda eyes, i literally have a black circle around each eye. Also, given that i look like this au naturale



Make up always comes in handy.
But seriuzly. Of course not all girls use or even need any make up, some who do just want to look better or different, whatever the case may be. I'll be the first to admit that i am in no way one of those people who look good with a bare face, mkay, here's the thing. I look like a fooking nerd without any. Large glasses, deathly pale fat face, tiny azn eyes. Do i look magnificent after i put my mask on? Nah, but i'd rather have my creepily large circle lenses, tons of eyeliner and all that jazz instead of looking like a fugging otaku.

Something annoying about Facebook: the fact that they refuse to allow name changes after you've reached a certain limit. Come on now, some of us are secret agents, we gots to protect our identities and such. Of course i'm one of them. Working for the ACTDE (a company that doesn't exist). I found a way to bypass it though. It's easy enough, justfuckinggoogleit.

So now, i have probably the most obnoxious Facebook name ever. Wait for it...wait for it...

Wait a little more, homedawg

A lil more can't hurt

And...

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BAM


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